I'm a rational, reason-first and an organized kind of guy. I always find logic in things and I can always out-smart my thoughts to evolve in to something concrete and comprehensible. But I can't put my foot down on this one. It makes no sense how all the small things matter so much when they're about you. I find myself staring in emptiness, wondering how you make me feel. It's almost like nothing else matters. But that has no logic in it, a lot of stuff should matter no matter how deep my feelings would be for someone.
I do find logic for having these feelings. Without these I felt like something was missing. With them I know what is missing.